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Sunday, June 08, 2008

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 13:07:46 GMT

I've moved!

And you're not gonna know where to unless you ask. Then MAYBE I'll tell you.

In the heat of the moment...

Sat, 24 May 2008 02:31:03 GMT

Why must my aircon decide not to work!!!!!

@%$@^#%&^$*%&

past, present, future?

Wed, 21 May 2008 09:25:58 GMT

My alone times have provided me many opportunities to think lately.

I suppose it's because the absence of my usual routine has got me thinking of many things.

Things that I have done in the past; whether they were worth it, whether they were right.

Choices I have made; oh no doubt I know they are the right choices, but I suppose there's always the "what-if" moments.

What the future would hold; starting my 3 years is indeed daunting, and no doubt it will fly by quickly, but many things can happen in 3 years. Of course, I do have plans. But we all know that somehow plans don't always seem to work out. Venturing into the unknown can be scary, and there are times where I don't feel very adventurous I suppose. =/

Right now, I just gotta enjoy my little break. Sort of. =)

9 more days!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thu, 15 May 2008 10:45:23 GMT

I finally understand why things turned out the way they did.

And I'm glad I made the right decision.

Goodbye~

Sat, 10 May 2008 04:07:36 GMT

And so, practicum is finally over.

Knowing that I'm definitely not going back made me know that I'll definitely miss this bunch of kids more.

They were so sweet! They held lyk a surprise party during recess for me yesterday.. haha.. My CT was the sweet 1 la.. she sorta organized it anyway...

When I got to school in the morning, 1 of my pupils was lyk, "Miss Tay! We got a surprise for you!"

"Well, if you tell me now, it wouldn't be a surprise, would it?"

"Erm... but I haven't told you what it is!"

lol.

So during recess, they had this party with lotsa food (junk food)... probably only one of the rare times they get to eat junk food in school... haha. They went really crazy since their exams just finished the day before. I also got a whole load of cards and gifts... and some of them were really nice! *touched*

My boys

My princesses

Yes yes, my ideal ratio of a class. ;)

And the people who slugged out with me for ten weeks! The fishes... muahaha.. we're the fishes cos the room we're in is called the fish tank.. if you can see, we are in this room in the staff room that looks lyk a fish tank outside. Hur hur.

Yes, practicum had really shitty times, but nevertheless, my kids and my trainee colleagues all made it bearable. Thank you ppl! Will miss you all!

Wonder how the new school's gonna be like... most importantly, I gotta pray hard that they don't make me work during the week I go for my holiday! ARgh!!!

Lots of changes in my life.. I guess it's a matter of getting used to right now. More gym during the holidays!!

Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson

Sun, 04 May 2008 13:48:58 GMT

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Friday, May 02, 2008

Fri, 02 May 2008 08:25:21 GMT

Why have things come to such a state?

Believe me, I really don't want to.

I wish things turned back to the way they were.

Dangg.....

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 23:46:09 GMT

Anyone working in Raffles Place? heh... dun even know if it is real...

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 13:49:55 GMT

I've hit a crossroad in my life.

Should I venture off to the wild and unknown for an adventure, giving up people and a life that I am comfortable with?

Or should I just stick to the old road, dragging a big baggage with me?

pa jiao Marlin

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 13:08:43 GMT

Perception is a really funny thing.

My colleagues and I were laughing our heads off at this today:

Ok this is actually Marlin with Nemo at his side... but you can't see Nemo from here.. what we found really hilarious was how it looked from this angle...TOTALLY retarded!! hehee.